Over a year has came and went.....where did the time go......

Here it is, Sept 22, 2008 its a monday night and I'm still not sure of anything. I really am trying to make some changes in my life, but its so hard for a person like me. I get use to the way things are and have a hard time getting out of old routines. I am a mercy bleeder, I feel peoples pain whether it be physical or mental. I know what best for me, just don't want to hurt someones feeling getting there. I don't want to grow hard and cruel, I just want people to want me to be happy too. hmmmmmm. So I sit and I think and I wonder what to do....over and over again..